My name is Fiona Stolze – welcome to my site. I created this space to share with you my writings on all the topics that are near and dear to me. As you can see, living what is true is a top value and I have reached a point in my life where I know that it serves no purpose to compromise and make up stories when I know the truth of what is deep within me.
It amazed me to realise how much of my life was based on half-truths and indeed, non truths which I was happily selling to the rest of the world in an attempt to be accepted, loved and respected and to stay one step ahead of the rest. What a struggle. And yet, to start owning up to all those stories and ‘lies’ I was telling myself day in, day out, and to let them go in exchange for a much more open and truthful way of being – that was the most painful thing I would ever have to do. And so the deepening began.
I could see more and more clearly that my awareness just wasn’t in the present with what was really going on. I was always allowing my mind to start weaving a web of deception which completely took me off track. I listened to the fairytales and nightmares and put all of my belief in them. I allowed them to define me. I let myself be small and be blown constantly off course, never having the feeling that I was making any progress or that my life made any sense at all.
It wasn’t until I really discovered the depths within me, got glimpses of what I really was, that I understood it wasn’t about trying to get rid of anything at all. But to empower only what was true. Bring my awareness to this in every moment. Completely surrender to this.
It’s so freeing to be able to take my focus away from destructive thoughts created by myself. By going deeply into my heart and allowing everything that is going on to simply move through me, in acceptance. Allowing it all to move on through without any hooks. Without attaching to it in any way. And amidst this, sensing that growing connection with something so much greater than myself.
It’s not easy and there are moments when I feel the upsurge of all the illusion and smaller self creations. But gently coming back to this is all I can do. then it grows. The connection becomes stronger when I nurture and nourish it with love, believing only in this and knowing that it is true.
If you’d like to keep in touch with me, there are a few simple ways you can do this:
On Facebook you can join me on my art page there - Silk & Art. You can also find my videos on the Fiona Stolze YouTube channel . And otherwise all details of the different things I do are listed on the Contact page.
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