It’s Thursday again and the day that I always pick oracle cards for those of you who visit me on my Inspired Art and Living Facebook page.
I often like to pick one for myself too and share in the fun. So, today being no exception, I decided to take part.
Now interestingly, I already picked some cards for myself a few days and ago and was prompted to pick up John De Ruiter’s amazing book ‘Unveiling Reality’ and start to read it again. I chose the card ‘Break Through Resistance’ and it really gave me food for thought.
You see, in the past I have often looked for specific things, thinking that I would find the answer in one particular area of my life. But I was given a huge divine prompt to pick up John’s book again and dive in.
Do you find that when you are called to look at a book again, you find things in it that just weren’t there before? And do you find that you gain understanding on a whole new level?
Well, that’s exactly what I experienced when I started reading. And today, when I woke, I just stayed in bed and kept reading and reading. I couldn’t put it down and I was feeling such a huge resonance with his words.
There is so much pure gold in ‘Unveiling Reality’ and I’m going to talk about it in more depth in another post. But for now I just wanted to share in a nutshell what I experienced this morning.
I got such a deep realisation of how I had been in such a space of real resistance and was now coming towards making a deeper connection with the source within me. It was as if a bright light bulb had just been switched on.
I just knew that something had changed in that moment. The letting go of the way of resisting was making itself known to me through a deep knowing. And when I closed my eyes and became aware of the ‘tiniest bit’ inside of me that represents my true way of being, I knew that there was a shift in this space. It was being seen and heard and able to express itself outwardly.
I got an overwhelming sense of relief and almost hilarity when I realised how I had been striving to be in charge and control of my life all these years, distorting myself and wearing the wrong hat. It was so funny and beautiful and warm and expansive.
I had spent my whole life trying to do what I hadn’t come here to do. And hadn’t been able to see that. Until now.
And so just a little while ago I picked an oracle card and chose – Connecting with the Source Within. How beautiful and perfect. How synchronous with what I experienced this morning.
I’m feeling lighter and smiling. I thought I knew so much and realise how little I actually knew.